always.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

I went to an interview earlier tis evening.

Its at Salad Stop.

Thanks Wann, for this job.

Im looking forward to work there with you.

I hope i'll get it. :)

Though, this is not the first time we're gonna work together, but, it still excites me.

Ahahaaaa.

I cant wait.

And hopefully, bf gets a job too.

Before going to my job interview, i went to accompany bf for HIS job interview.

But as soon as we reached, he doesnt want to go inside.

REASON? ; he saw someone (who i dont realy wish to say IT'S name pun) working there.

Ahahaa. What a wasted trip.

To Mr H, what u did yesterday was totally shocking.

I didnt expect ur reaction to be that bad.

And im really sorry if i make it difficult for you then it already were.

But, i really didnt know.

They you acted, really scares me.

Please, cool down. And i hope u'll be fine soon, =(

Labels: I've never seen u reacting that way. =(

Thursday, October 15, 2009

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

These songs keeps playing in mind right now.

I just feel that it deliver of what i want to say.

To the both of them..

To H; Please try and understand.

And to you bf, take me for granted, and u will lose it all.

Don't blame me, if i decided to turn my back on you.

U should know better.

Ive been tolerating.

Sometimes i just got to break down; and breath.

Labels: I deserve better.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Hello.

Sorry for the long absence.

I've just been lazy.

But, i've decided to write, cause im feeling kinda down right now.

Im not sure whether i've done the right thing at the right time.

Or should it be, saying the right thing, at the right time.

To you Mr, just know that the decision i made, was the benefit for the both of us.

As much as i really enjoy ur company, i just could not do it.

I just think we are really better of as friends.

And, u say, 'every girl are all the same'.

But i say, all men are the same.

The problem is u just dun understand how i feel.

Yes, u make me laugh, u make me feel appreciated.

But, i think that there's so much more than just that.

You told me that i got u hoping.

Im sorry, i didnt mean to.

So Mr, its okay if ur gonna hate me for doing this.

But, i feel that its better if i tell you now. Things wouldnt get out of hand this way.

My bf really means alot to me.

Eventhough he has his temper, but he still treats me like an angel everytime.

And i guess he's the only person who can tolerate me.

So, i dun think i want to risk that relationship, just by getting into this mess.

And, if u want to hate me, by all means.

I believe that that's the price i have to pay.

Just know that,i've enjoy every moment talking to you.

Thanks for being one of the best,best friend.

You've been truly wonderful, and im really gonna miss those days.

But, waking up to reality, i cnt have everything i want, as much as i want to.

And, i guess i've made the right choice.

I tried telling you all this.

But u just wouldnt listen.

I hope u'll find what u always wanted.

Those days, will always be remebered.

U,ve been a wonderful,wonderful friend.

And it has always been that way.

You are everything i thought u never were.

Labels: But you're just a boy; u dun understand.


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Thanks Wann, for this job. Im looking forward to work there with you. I hope i'll get it. :) Though, this is not the first time we're gonna work together, but, it still excites me. Ahahaaaa. I cant wait. And hopefully, bf gets a job too. Before going to my job interview, i went to accompany bf for HIS job interview. But as soon as we reached, he doesnt want to go inside. REASON? ; he saw someone (who i dont realy wish to say IT'S name pun) working there. Ahahaa. What a wasted trip. To Mr H, what u did yesterday was totally shocking. I didnt expect ur reaction to be that bad. And im really sorry if i make it difficult for you then it already were. But, i really didnt know. They you acted, really scares me. Please, cool down. And i hope u'll be fine soon, =( Labels: I've never seen u reacting that way. =( 10:47 PM · Thursday, October 15, 2009 If I were a boy even just for a day I'd roll out of bed in the morning And throw on what I wanted And go drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I'd kick it with who I wanted And I'd never get confronted for it 'Cause they stick up for me If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I'd be a better man I'd listen to her 'Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted 'Cause he's taking you for granted And everything you had got destroyed If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone it's broken So they'd think that I was sleeping alone I'd put myself first And make the rules as I go 'Cause I know that she'd be faithful Waiting for me to come home, to come home If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I'd be a better man I'd listen to her 'Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted 'Cause he's taking you for granted And everything you had got destroyed It's a little too late for you to come back Say it's just a mistake Think I'd forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You thought wrong But you're just a boy You don't understand And you don't understand, oh How it feels to love a girl Someday you wish you were a better man You don't listen to her You don't care how it hurts Until you lose the one you wanted 'Cause you're taking her for granted And everything you had got destroyed But you're just a boy These songs keeps playing in mind right now. I just feel that it deliver of what i want to say. To the both of them.. To H; Please try and understand. And to you bf, take me for granted, and u will lose it all. Don't blame me, if i decided to turn my back on you. U should know better. Ive been tolerating. Sometimes i just got to break down; and breath. Labels: I deserve better. 2:11 AM · Sunday, October 4, 2009 Hello. Sorry for the long absence. I've just been lazy. But, i've decided to write, cause im feeling kinda down right now. Im not sure whether i've done the right thing at the right time. Or should it be, saying the right thing, at the right time. To you Mr, just know that the decision i made, was the benefit for the both of us. As much as i really enjoy ur company, i just could not do it. I just think we are really better of as friends. And, u say, 'every girl are all the same'. But i say, all men are the same. The problem is u just dun understand how i feel. Yes, u make me laugh, u make me feel appreciated. But, i think that there's so much more than just that. You told me that i got u hoping. Im sorry, i didnt mean to. So Mr, its okay if ur gonna hate me for doing this. But, i feel that its better if i tell you now. Things wouldnt get out of hand this way. My bf really means alot to me. Eventhough he has his temper, but he still treats me like an angel everytime. And i guess he's the only person who can tolerate me. So, i dun think i want to risk that relationship, just by getting into this mess. And, if u want to hate me, by all means. I believe that that's the price i have to pay. Just know that,i've enjoy every moment talking to you. Thanks for being one of the best,best friend. You've been truly wonderful, and im really gonna miss those days. But, waking up to reality, i cnt have everything i want, as much as i want to. And, i guess i've made the right choice. I tried telling you all this. But u just wouldnt listen. I hope u'll find what u always wanted. Those days, will always be remebered. U,ve been a wonderful,wonderful friend. And it has always been that way. *You are everything i thought u never were.* Labels: But you're just a boy; u dun understand. 5:12 AM ·