always.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Hello.

Sorry for the long absence.

I've just been lazy.

But, i've decided to write, cause im feeling kinda down right now.

Im not sure whether i've done the right thing at the right time.

Or should it be, saying the right thing, at the right time.

To you Mr, just know that the decision i made, was the benefit for the both of us.

As much as i really enjoy ur company, i just could not do it.

I just think we are really better of as friends.

And, u say, 'every girl are all the same'.

But i say, all men are the same.

The problem is u just dun understand how i feel.

Yes, u make me laugh, u make me feel appreciated.

But, i think that there's so much more than just that.

You told me that i got u hoping.

Im sorry, i didnt mean to.

So Mr, its okay if ur gonna hate me for doing this.

But, i feel that its better if i tell you now. Things wouldnt get out of hand this way.

My bf really means alot to me.

Eventhough he has his temper, but he still treats me like an angel everytime.

And i guess he's the only person who can tolerate me.

So, i dun think i want to risk that relationship, just by getting into this mess.

And, if u want to hate me, by all means.

I believe that that's the price i have to pay.

Just know that,i've enjoy every moment talking to you.

Thanks for being one of the best,best friend.

You've been truly wonderful, and im really gonna miss those days.

But, waking up to reality, i cnt have everything i want, as much as i want to.

And, i guess i've made the right choice.

I tried telling you all this.

But u just wouldnt listen.

I hope u'll find what u always wanted.

Those days, will always be remebered.

U,ve been a wonderful,wonderful friend.

And it has always been that way.

You are everything i thought u never were.

Labels: But you're just a boy; u dun understand.


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